How Do I Do This?

My dad was rushed to the hospital Wednesday night, and he has been there ever since. His condition has gotten worse and worse, but there is still hope that he will pull through.

It seems he had gallstones and one passed into his pancreas. This caused the pancreas to bleed into itself and caused infection and swelling. At this moment he is on 4 types of blood pressure medications to keep his blood pressure up. His kidneys and liver are failing and his lungs are having trouble. It’s a lot going on. But there is still hope.

I don’t know how people go through this and still function. We just got a new home and finally moved in. We had been here a week Tuesday. And now this…Home is hard. The hospital is hard. I just want to disappear or travel back in time. If any of you have a time travel machine, please please can I borrow it for a minute?

So that is where I am in the world right now. Lost, broken, dying inside. I am a huge daddy’s girl and I am so not ready to let my dad go. I just keep praying that he fights his way through this…because above all, my dad is a fighter.

Any prayers would be appreciated. As well as a time machine I was asking for earlier.

One thought on “How Do I Do This?

  1. Rosie Rockets says:

    Being an adult sometimes really sucks! My dad had a stroke 10 years ago this week and every day has been a blessing and a huge struggle. Praying for you and your family for your dad to pull through xo

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