I don’t know who reads my blog, or even cares to read, but for some reason I always feel the need to explain my absence. So, my absence this time was due to laziness.
I have found something about myself that I didn’t know before. I do this weird thing, where I get super excited to try something new, but then I fear I will mess it up. When the fear sets in, I shut down. I wait until the last minute to get it done, just because if I mess it up…I don’t know actually. It really makes no sense what so ever! I’m just a strange person.
I haven’t done much since I have gone MIA. I have been working a lot with a new script that I am writing for the youth groups drama team. I love those kids so much, and I want nothing more than for them to succeed in life. I am giving them all I can. I feel like it has become a battle though. My ideas against what is “acceptable” in church. For me, there are issues that need to be addressed, things that teens need to know exist. Sadly, some church folks don’t agree with me. Luckily, up to this point, the two leaders that I am working with on the drama team has liked my ideas. Meaning, it’s not just me fighting to give these ideas a chance to live.
On top of that, I have been trying to finish up the freelance writing class I have been taking, along with baking cakes and getting classes set up for cake decorating. This week I am working on doing a cake that is for a spa party and it has been requested that I do a fingernail bottle shaped cake. It’s another one of those things I got excited about, the feared about. It should have been done already. I think my small kitchen plays a role in it not being done as well. I seriously need my own kitchen! Unfortunately, I can not afford my own place, so I am stuck living with my parents and stealing the kitchen when I can. Which, there is usually only one solid meal cooked at my house, but for some reason, when I go to make a cake or cake pops everyone needs to get into the kitchen.
Let me make this clear. I live in a double wide trailer. Ever seen a kitchen in a double wide trailer? Some are actually nice, but mine is tiny. It is not a good place to try to be creative, but I make do. I think if I had a bigger kitchen, or less annoying family I would bake more, who knows.
October is coming!! It is seriously my favorite month ever! I have so much to do! I need to figure out a costume and what treats I want to make. I have to carve a pumpkin. I have to make my aprons before October. So much to do.
What is coming up this week? Well, I recently made a giant birthday cookie for my brothers birthday, so I will share that with you. Wednesday is just another fun wacky day! Thursday I may be sharing my fingernail polish bottle cake with you…it may be a fail, but I might surprise myself! Friday I will finally show you what I have had in the works for about a month now. It’s fun with googly eyes!
Anyways, if you have been waiting for a post…HERE IT IS! If you are reading my blog for the first time WELCOME! I hope you stay!